This is life.  This is what it's like to be human on the planet earth.  It's an array of senses and emotions and states of being.  Joy, sadness, anxiety, pleasure, excitement, confusion, jealousy, contentment, guilt, depression, anger, happiness - one cannot begin to list or describe the full richness of this existence.  And to cheat ourselves of this unique experience, by attempting to dull or suppress, or simplify, what we inherently are, through the use of various medications, is a true tragedy.  The human condition is not something for which we should be seeking a cure, or a reason, or a scapegoat, but rather something we should be embracing in wonder and mystery for its unparalleled completeness.  Live.  Through the good and the bad, live.